Monday, May 18, 2009

Smile!

Okay, this post is dedicated to a very special friend... she has been a very close friend of mine in a very short time and is a sweetheart!

This one's for u...

Smile!

im happy i cud make u smile... 
no matter even if that was for a while...
I could see u getting lost nowhere...
for no reason even when I was there...
Wanted to get u out of that puzzle
as i could see tears drizzle

wanted u to gain back your rhythm
the speed the force and get u back in action
I am happy I cud do that
as we sat by the lake and had a small chat
Always wish that u aim high,
Reach the top n fly high!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Keep Rockin!!! U Rock Bryan!!! more coming soon on this post.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The Sun hidin behind the clouds.. and the rays pourin out from the clouds! It was awesome!





The Sun hidin behind the clouds.. and the rays pourin out from the clouds! It was awesome!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Radio

He kick started his bike as he dropped his friend home. He looked up in the sky and said "Yaar its Kojagiri Poornima tonite, look at the moon full and bright"... The moon!

"Chal bye cya at the gym tomorrow" he said and he turned the radio on and vroomed off on his way home after a hectic day at office.It was indeed a tirin day at office. The music kept him cool!

On a totally worked up day after office if somethin can really unwind you its good music n a glass of ur fav drink! The song on the radio went on ... "Bakhuda Tumhi Ho... " he closed his eyes for a second as the song swayed in his ears taking him back to the memories they watched the movie "Kismat Connection"... and he remembered her holding his hand as they enjoyed the song. Aap sun rahe hai BIG 92.7FM... and he was kinda distracted back, in fact realised that he shud concentrate on driving.

A few ads popped up and then popped up the next song! "Kahi to hogi wo..." he had not really heard that song so well... but that song reminded him of her favourite videos in Orkut she had posted recently... he was blank...

"Tu Hi meri shab hai... duaa hai" the first time they made love, and the song played in the background... he couldnt wait now, just wanted to stop n call her, but he drove on as the song brought back to him his sweetest of memories... 

Big 92.7 FM Suno Sunaoo life banaoo... the RJ popped in as he thought to himself, "why with me", again a series of questions flooded his mind. After a long struggle he had kept himself away from it, and everything came crashing over him... "why me and why today ??? " ... he was lost completely in his thoughts waiting for the next song, expecting it to be a big blow, and yes it was... "Saiyaan........." kailash khers voice drove him to a different world as he looked up at the bright moonlight sky and murmured to himself "I Miss u!!!" He was zapped and was just not knowing whats happening. The song was very special to both of them, both of them loved it madly. It was a very special song. In fact the most special one.

The song ended just before he could take a turn near their favourite coffee shop! he looked at the cafe and thought of droppin in for a coffee, he had done that before whenever he missed her. But he kept drivin, it was gettin late for home. As he neared home, a fast number started, he was relieved, "Thank god, I wont cry anymore" he said as he wiped his tears. The song played and he didnt really concentrate on the song as he was loaded with enough memories as he passed by her old office. He was getting back to normal and "Kangna Re Kangna Re..." Paheli he murmured and looked up at the sky again as he felt all the more nostalgic, the song was from the movie Paheli, the first movie they watched together.

He couldnt handle it by now, just wanted to let go everyhting and talk to her. He stopped his bike and now wanted to talk to her, maybe just a HI... he didnt know, but he didnt. "She must be busy with people at home..." , "Or maybe she must be busy cookin food for him..."  he murmured to himself and drove home as the radio cluttered with ads as he was totally lost in a different world.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Aaoge Jab Tum... Waitin for u my love :)

A wonderful song from Jab We Met, this song is very close to my heart... very special reason... and dedicated to the most special person...

Aangna Phool Khilenge... 




Aaoge Jab Tum O Saajana - 2
Angana Phool Khilenge
Barsega Saawan, Barsega Saawan Jhoom Jhoomke
Do Dil Aise Milenge
Aaoge Jab Tum O Saajana, Angana Phool Khilenge

Naina Tere Kajraare Hai, Naino Pe Hum Dil Haare Hai
Anjaane Hi Tere Naino Ne Waade Kiye Kayi Saare Hai
Saanson Ki Lay Madham Chalein, Tose Gaye
(Barasega Saawan - 2) Jhoom Jhoomke, Do Dil Aise Milenge
Aaoge Jab Tum Ho Saajana, Angana Phool Khilenge

Chanda Ko Taaku Raaton Mein, Hai Zindagi Tere Haanthon Mein
Palkon Pe Jhilmil Taarein Hain, Aana Bhari Barsaaton Mein
Sapnon Ka Jahaan, Hoga Kela Kela
(Barasega Saawan - 2) Jhoom Jhoomke, Do Dil Aise Milenge

Angana Phool Khilenge - 2 (Sargam)



Saturday, June 7, 2008

Choked!!!

Choked!

Its midnight and i wake up with an uneasy feeling. Im restless and strugglin for freedom, strugglin to come out of it, just like a drowning man tries his best to survive himself. But still im choked. Choked not because someones stranglin me to death, choked up from within, tryin to gain some breath by lettin go off some tears, but its all in vain.

It happened first 3 years back when i got to know she wont be mine....Knowing she loves me the most and i love her the most. Convincing her to speak up to her parents and make things work out took away all the time we spent together... Every night i had this feelin... Sometimes when i think about her and us not being together and never gonna be together this is what happens. I feel choked, choked with emotions.

27 night-
I had a very stressfull, just dont have the energy to type in here. Moreover the phone keypad is too small n inconvenient.But still feels better when i express myself here... Its been a stressful end for today. Wish she was here with me... 

6june night 12am- c
hoked again, but now i know what i need. I need to be with her and just speak up to her. Tell her i cant live like this anymore. Cant live without her. I need to be with her, hold her n breathe easy. Breathe life into myself.

NUMB

Numb, I become so Numb,

An awesome song by Linkin park, its not a song but a state of mind. Yes I really become NUMB!

AWESOME VIDEO AND AWESOME SONG... ENJOY WITH LYRICS

VIDEO




"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be